( ooc : wow aha I can’t draw today orz ;;
BUT HELLO. GUESS WHO’S HERE.
in all seriousness, however, the question is probably why I’m back all of a sudden.
I don’t know. I really kind of don’t, especially considering this is bad timing because I have exams nexts week and I do need to study for those.
I just felt like it was time to return.
I don’t know if I can. real life tends to sweep me away, and on top of that, askblogs tend to rely on fandom response. aside from that bit in October, the activity in the Seacats fandom is generally kind of waning. don’t blame anyone — I have the same problem. with little new material to get excited about, there’s only so much you can talk over and over about until the topic dulls.
but there’s kind of a flipside. askblogs rely on fandom response, but at the same time, an askblog is a part of a fandom. if does something exciting, can’t that give people a boost? renew energy and interest? do something for the fandom?
I won’t say I’m all fresh and exciting. but I’ll try to be, with a bit of your help. after all, with the compliments I generally receive on my portrayal of Eva, be it roleplay or cosplay, my own love for her, and a good friend who has entered the fandom just now, there’s no way I can abandon this.
so maybe I do know why I’m back.
hello, everyone. <3
( ooc : wow aha I can’t draw today orz ;;
… Oh, isn’t this the same self - righteous little idiot who thought they could pull a phone number of a cute girl or two out of the delirious old bag ~ ? Well, let me tell you this, then …
Aren’t you as far from the truth as you could possibly be? ♥
I long answered this question, and I refuse to repeat myself. If you wish to know so direly despite your extreme misconception and would like to have your badly argumented romantic image of our family shattered to bit, then, by all means, be my guest and read ~ .
… Well, isn’t that exactly like him, now? Marrying for love and such was and is indeed his ideal … …
… … But let’s not go there, okay ~ ? I’m sorry to have to say it, Ange - chan, but for once, auntie is going to agree a little with your brother, okay ~ ? Kuku. Not because you’re not a tiny pretty lady, but because you’re his sister indeed, so even if you love him lots, it’s not the same as marrying - love ~ . Brother - love is more like daddy or mommy - love than marry - love, and I don’t think you want to marry your mommy, do you ~ ? Nufufufu.
But I’m not going to ignore your plea. Maybe it is really marry - love after all and auntie is just seeing it wrong, so then you have to be a lady, right? ♥
The most important thing is thinking you are a lady. If you feel like ’ ah, I’m so boyish and not cute and not a lady at all! ’ , you’re not going to have the right air and feel like a lady to others ~ .
If you don’t feel that way, though, there are things that can help you achieve that state of mind. Most importantly, ladies are very, very clean. They’re clean behind their ears and in their hair and their vocabulary is neat and clean too … so no cursing ~ .
With clean also comes proper. I already said your words have to be proper, but your clothes have to be as well. For a small lady like you, it’s perfectly fine to wear a cute dress, but auntie can’t do that without looking weird, right ~ ? So I have to choose other things to put on … but really, anything goes so long as it is neither very baggy or very bare. No b’s, please ~ .
Let’s see, what’s more? …
Oh, right, right ~ . How about putting your hair up, now? You definitely look a whole lot more like a lady with your hair pinned up one way or the other, you know? Loose hair is very adorable, especially when it’s long, but you don’t want to be cute — you want to be womanly ~ .
… Well, and you ought to sit a little more properly in public than we are doing now, but we’ll work on that in time, kuku. ♥
( ooc : I’m sorry I’m so late with answering this! ; A; ;; I was totally caught up in my job, finishing my cosplays, and my con, so I haven’t touched the internet in itself for a while …. my apologies for my lateness. orzzz ;; but thank you so much for your message. <33 if I’m giving you feels, I’m probably doing this well, so I’m taking this as a compliment.
thank you again, and I hope you don’t mind me publishing this, since tumblr eats privately answered messages once in a while and it would be bad if you didn’t get a response at all. ;;
I never thought I’d like to see my own face in HD but wow okay this doesn’t look so bad? …
CAN EVERYONE JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE MY GORGEOUS CIRCLE LENSES? THANKYOU.
( ooc : so this is what I have been doing in my absence which I apologize for. now that I am back from being Eva there, I shall go back to being Eva here. uni starts again in two weeks for me, so I hope things won’t get too loaded then with that and my job …
W - What sort of morbid question is this?! I - Is it because I just mentioned that nearly everyone and everything is younger to me at this point?! B - Because that is not funny, okay?!
… I - I suppose some people just have minds like that … T - Tch! Fine … …
… I … …
… … I - Isn’t dying just bad in the first place?! Un … unless you were sick for a long time and pass away in your sleep at old age or something like that … b - but otherwise it’s just bad! It doesn’t matter if you die in an accident or by illness or naturally or whatever, it’s just bad!
… I … I - I suppose there are differences … between … b - between accidents, though … like, if you … get caught in an explosion or something, as unlikely as that may be, wouldn’t you be dead right away? … So … s - so that’s much less worse than sitting in a falling plane, and knowing you’re going to crash and die … or … o - or somehow surviving that crash, but knowing help with be too late, and just … j - just laying there for … who … w - who knows how long, until you … f - finally —
… … …
… It … it really is better, in that case, to … die from something that is instantly fatal, right? … Not … something … like … l - like drowning, where you’re just … sinking and choking a - and there’s nothing you can do! … … I … t … t - that would definitely be … nothing … n - nothing short of horrible …
… … Maybe … the dying itself … might … m - might not be what is so scary, you know? … It’s … i - it’s having to face the fact … … the … t - the fact you’ll be … in just … just … complete darkness, isn’t it?! Without having anyone around at all, without having anyone in both death and the moment of dying to comfort you, to make it easier, to just — !
… … That … answers the question then, doesn’t it, now? I don’t think the … manner matters. The … the worst way to die …
… … … The worst way to die … has to be … alone … …
I’m so sorry
I didn’t mean to haunt you any longer
to be there.
That depends on what you mean with ’ when you were younger ’ , you know? A lot of things are younger when you’re fifty, guhuhu ~ .
But I’m assuming you mean anywhere between the age of 5 and 20, isn’t it? Because that’s generally seen as young. Still, that’s spanning quite some time, so I can’t give you a one - line answer or something like that, okay?
Well, around 20, I was definitely picking all my clothes myself, so at that point, it was mostly pressed pants, boots, and blouses with some frills here and there, really. I like my clothing to be functional, so dresses weren’t really my type of thing — that, and I’d been forced to wear a lot of those before, now … I think up until I was about 15, 16?
Parents can only control what their children wear for so long, and while I must admit their arm generally reaches further in high class families because of etiquette and such, I honestly had it with the whole lolita thing after a while. I know a lot of girls dream of living the princess life, but I can tell you that, unless you constantly wish to sit around prettily playing with barbies, it is not convenient at all.
My everyday dresses weren’t so bad, I suppose, because those were generally slightly plain and still alright to move around in, but honestly, party dresses were nothing short of hell. Why do you think I usually try to wear pants to the family conference now ~ ? …
Hm? Oh, I’m fine, I’m fine ~ . But I have to say, if this is what everyone’s just going to ask me from now on, things’ll get boring quickly, kuku. One, it’s tedious for me because it’s constantly the same question, and two, it’s tedious for you because I’ll run out of fun things to say, okay? Plus, maybe there will be some people with questions with actual depth, but I won’t be able to answer those since I’m bu —
… … … ?
… Epi … sode … 6? … D … D - Dawn of the Golden Witch? … A - Aren’t you mistaking me for someone else? … I suppose that would be quite hard, really, but it’s not like I’m an actress or something … y - you are referring to the episode of some series here, are you not? T - That’s what it sounds like, at least … I … I - I can’t even say I’ve ever heard of th —
W - What?! How … h - how do you know that girl’s name?! That is completely impossible! The only ones who attended that marriage interview were my husband, George, the parents of the girl, the girl herself, and I, a - and other than that, we haven’t spoken about it to anyone! T - There’s no way you could know all this, unless A —
… … Ah. Ahhh. Auntie gets it. ♥
Okay, so here’s how it went, right ~ ? Ayumu - chan was obviously very impressed with our George — we could see that ~ — so she went to her friends to tell them what a splendid boy she’d get to marry, right ~ ?
… I just don’t think you’re one of those friends. ♥ Isn’t your interest a little too … keen? Wanting to know everything? Begging me for that? Even wanting a picture ~ ?
As you say, she is an absolutely excellent girl, perfectly fit for my George … but a wonderful young lady like that ought to have many admirers, isn’t it ~ ? Except not all of those tend to equally … wonderful themselves ~ …
… … Aren’t you just a little stalker boy desparate for information and a nice little peek or two ~ ?
WELL YOU’RE NOT GETTING THAT!
How dumb do you exactly think I am, believing I would not figure this out within moments?! I am not telling you anything! And even if I did, what would it matter?! It’s not like a disgusting person like you can suddenly woo her by showing up dressed in her favourite colors, holding her favourite flowers to take her out to dinner to her favourite restaurant! And you’re definitely not getting a picture, okay?! God knows what sort of things you’d do to that — I can’t even begin to imagine!
Now leave the poor girl alone already and move on with your life, won’t you?!
And I think you shouldn’t even consider asking me out for a drink. You know why ~ ?
Because it’s very, very disrespectful to my husband to assume that he is making me so unhappy I would actually possibly cheat on him by going on a fling with a random stranger and getting drunk in some bar for 18 year olds. ♥
WHO DO YOU EVEN THINK I AM?!
It doesn’t even matter whether I’d be happy in my current marriage or not, don’t you have any common sense or decency?! There is no thing you could do that would make you sink lower on the scale of etiquette and intellect than cheating, and yet you are asking me, Ushiromiya Eva, wife to Ushiromiya Hideyoshi, to go out drinking with you?!
WHY DON’T YOU JUST DIE IN A HOLE AND KNOW YOUR PLACE THERE?!
… Oh, and also, how juvenile do you exactly think I am, hm? ♥ You honestly think I would mingle with a bunch of hormonal teenagers dancing back to front after three tequila too many? Please.
If I’d go out to drink, it’d at least be a bar, something with a little, oh, I don’t know …
Why don’t you just try asking someone above the age of 25 to a jazz café next time, hm? Honestly, I can’t even begin to imagine what stairs they dropped you down, thinking you can invite a woman of my caliber to go dancing raunchily …
Because I don’t drink anyway ~ . And if I would drink, it would surely not be at some second rate neon lit flashy little nightclub. ♥
Wine goes with a book or a bath, and is to be consumed at home.
Judging by your tone, I bet you’re also the kind of person who was worried about me, right ~ ? Weren’t you really, really worried about auntieeee ~ ?
Don’t worry, though. I am absolutely fine. ♥ Things just picked up at my husband’s company for a while — which I was obviously thankful for ~ — so we were rather busy getting some extra hands for quite a bit … and since he is less … selective when it comes to hiring employees, especially in times of pressure when you honestly actually need them, I made sure to attend quite a few of those job application myself, nufufu ~ …
When saying something like this, though, shouldn’t you be more straightforward, now? I’m not offended or anything, but you’re supposed to put your heart in it, right ~ ?
AH, AUNTIE, I SUPERDUPER MISSED YOU, PLEASE COME BACK TO US ALREADYYY! WE ARE ALL WAITING EAGERLY FOR YOUR < SPLENDID > RETURN! ☆
… Or at least don’t ask if I’d mind you saying that, because, honestly, who’s not going to feel flattered at being missed? ♥ Kuku.